A little update
Today i weighed my self and its at 309. Wow i am so pleased and i am so happy to say im doing great. Im very hard to please, even with myself. So with me saying that about myself and then commenting to myself about what i said, I know its good. The diet part is going great although school is starting up and and I wont be able to eat certain foods cause they are simply inconvinient for school. I might go to Sams this weekend to buy so healthy snacks and drinks. Its best to get it in bulk. This is my last year in Highschool and I know im not doing so great, but its not the end. I will be successful and I can do it. It just might take a little longer for me ( a little.. not alot). On another note I am thinking about getting a new workout tape. Ive been doing HipHop ans for about 6 or 7 months now. ITS WORKED BIG TIME WITH MY DIET. But after ive done it for about half a year, from what use to be on the HARD level is now like MEDIUM for me. I just dont feel the same sweat anymore. Any suggestions? HAHAAHAH I have no friends on this thing yet. Maybe when i do theyll read this and then answer. EHHRG well i gtg. Bye

idk maybe i really shouldnt be so hard on myself. The only picking i did was about 2 portions of lunch meat, some croutons and some madarins pieces. I guess im feeling the pressure to lose that couple of quick ounces for when school starts up again and i can feel good about going back. I know im doing good, just that whole school coming up thing makes it feel like im not doing good enought. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

Today i feel like i picked a little to much at food. I worked out today for 30 minuets doing HipHop Abs. I did WiiFit for about 10 minuets. Since i kinda picked at food somewhat, I feel like i have to to 30 minuets off Wiifit and HipHop Abs to make up for it. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH. I think i AM GOING TO DO IT. Because its the only way i will feel happy and able to be ok without going to bed in shame. Its already 11:18 PM so i better get to it. :)